February 2012
17 posts
12:29am February 25th, 2012
I feel like I’ve been robbed of my sanctuary.
Why the friendzone is bullshit and self-proclaimed... →
angels-and-angles:
Wow, accidentally deleted my original post. Reblogging so I can keep it in my archives.
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As defined by urban dictionary, the friendzone is…
“When you are expected to support a girl you really like while she searches for a smarter, richer, and more handsome boyfriend. There is little you can do without feeling like a dick. All in all, one of the meanest things a girl can...
8:02pm February 20th, 2012
Friday I was with my Cleveland friends. We finally got around to playing our real life game of clue! We were planning it for weeks, and while it proved to be a bit difficult, and not exactly how we envisioned it, but it was different and fun. It’s really nice to have a group of friends that always have something interesting planned. We never get bored because we’re never doing the same...
11:03pm February 16th, 2012
I found out my Grandpa is having a ton of mini strokes, which is sign that a major stroke is coming. It’s just weird with my Grandma having the disease we found out she had this past Christmas that’ll lead her to cancer and now this with my grandpa. They were always the grandparents that I felt would always be around for a long time, and now the time is suddenly limited and I...
anditslove:
“It’s so lonely when no one sees you. When no one, not one person, gets you as a whole. They just see you in bits and pieces. I’m so tired of being alone.”
itsadylan:
I’m lonely and I don’t like sleeping alone.
January 2012
11 posts
2:16am January 22th, 2012
Jerry came over today early because we couldn’t later. We did our usual thing until we went to get ice cream, and there he just broke my heart. His grandpa passed away Friday and he and his brothers are hanging in there, but taking it hard. He sat there across from me in the booth, just playing and staring at his ice cream, telling me about all these great things about his grandfather,...
11:27pm January 18th, 2012
I need to push myself so much to get my ass to do something. I seem to have this extreme problem with motivation, and the only time I do things I feel like I need to do is if I think about how stressful the consequences will be if I don’t do it because I know how much that stress wears me down. Still, somehow I manage to avoid making good choices. And I’m so close to a breakdown.
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SCHOOL:
In class: 1+1=2
Exercises: 1+2+1=4
Test: John buy 4 oranges. He eats one and gives another to Ted. Calculate the sun's mass.
Two hundred thirty paces to my place Oh I should...
1:51am January 15th, 2012
Jerry teases me when I agree with him that a girl’s hot. Like, come on. I’m straight, not blind.
WatchJerry always sings this to me. I’m not sure what he means by it…
December 2011
18 posts
IF THIS YEAR WOULD JUST END I THINK WE'D ALL BE...
#788
achoiceinthematter:
Someone who will stay up at absurd hours with me.
4:46am December 29th, 2011
It’s quarter to five in the morning. I’m suppose to hang out with Sam today, and my cousin is coming into town for a visit. Jerry went to bed only a couple hours ago after a 4 hour long skype call. I’m not even certain how I’m feeling right now, it’s like I have this weird sense of being overly happy, but lonely and empty. I miss having someone to talk to late at...
11:07am December 25th, 2011
Some of my friends and I came to the conclusion that good friends are the ones that you just eat with. You don’t do anything at all, you just go over their house, watch some TV, and eat.
Sam and I are the best of friends, and we totally fit this food theory. Hell, when she wants to hang out, she doesn’t even ask me anymore. She just starts telling me all the food she has at her house....
In third grade: Learn cursive, you will use it for the rest of your life
Middle School: Write in cursive if you want, but make sure it's readable
High School: Please don't write in cursive
College: If you do not type it I will not grade your paper
#779
achoiceinthematter:
Someone I can do nothing with.
12:19am December 18, 2011
The black ice was horrendous today. I spun out into a ditch and I was only going about 5mph. Luckily I was at the end of my street and some really nice guy helped me out of the ditch. Us northern Ohioans really stick together in winter situations like these. Going down one street there was someone who spun out really bad, and some big truck was blocking it and all the people so they wouldn’t...
11:41am December 11, 2011
You eat one of the cookie parts to an Oreo so that I can have equal parts of cream to cookie and your favorite Christmas movie is It’s a Wonderful Life.
I don’t deserve you.
November 2011
11 posts
Watchfymoviescenes:
Forgetting Sarah Marshall, directed by Nicholas Stoller (2008)
1:07am November 18th, 2011
Falling into this routine of chaos again. I can’t seem to stay consistently happy or consistently sad, and it’s the inconsistency that’s just about killing me. I ache. For all sorts of reasons. Reasons that pertain to current events, or reasons that have crept up on me over the coarse of weeks, maybe months even. Though somehow, I’m happier than I thought I would be, almost...